You weak if you let someone put something in your ear to poison your loyalty to someone that always been real with you.
God is going to send you places you don't feel qualified to go. God doesn't call the qualified, He qualifies the called!
So many relationships and friendships could be restored with a sincere apology. A lot of egos won't allow it though.
Don't worry. God is never blind to your tears, never deaf to your prayers and never silent to your pain. He sees. He hears and he will deliver to you.
Nothing is impossible with God on your side. Thank you God for always loving me, protecting me, and never leaving me.