If you despair then you experience a feeling of hopelessness or a sense that there is no way out. Many people feel despair for a variety of reasons. You may be facing financial difficulties, you may have lost a loved one or suffered a divorce or relationship break up, or you may have lost a home to foreclosure. Remember that no matter how much you despair tomorrow is another opportunity and there is always hope for better things to come.
After my firstâ€¦ I built this suit of armor So strong, so invulnerable. I came across you. Slowly my guard was let down. So, so vulnerable to pain and despair. A love so perfect, so beautiful Was the double edged sword. One side so sweet So dull of worry So full of love. The other so sharp of worry So deadly with confusion So overcome of aberrancy. They meet at the apex. The sword was the only thing, The only thing to pierce through the armor. Through the mind, the soul, the heartâ€¦ The sword tears a hole The sharpest of sides is numb to pain, The dull side brings a pain. A pain so excruciating the pain unreal the suffering so great. This side pierces the mind, the soul, the heart.. The wound lasting and irreparable. A pain never to leave. A pain that allows you to live but in turn It kills the mind, the soul, the heart A pain that may lie dormant Only to arise and hurt more than it ever did. But through all doubt and suffering The love was worth the pain. The love so perfect so beautiful. Was worth the pain Was worth the death of me Was worth losing everything I ever had. Even if it was you that I lost
I cannot bear it said the pewter soldier. I have shed pewter tears! It is too melancholy! Rather let me go to the wars and lose arms and legs! It would at least be a change. I cannot bear it longer! Now, I know what it is to have a visit from one's old thoughts, with what they may bring with them! I have had a visit from mine, and you may be sure it is no pleasant thing in the end I was at last about to jump down from the drawers