Sometimes we want the things that we can see with our eyes and touch with our hands. But most of the time the things that will make you really happy, have peace and joy in your heart are the ones that you cannot see and feel with your senses...but with your heart. Listen to your heart, listen to that inside voice, do first what you are passionate about, what comes naturally and you will get all what your heart desires. Don't chase after money, power and fame...chase after what brings you happiness.