When you start being aware of your negative thoughts, emotions and negative people that are around, you have to remove them from your life... You can't have weeds in your garden that will cover the beautiful flowers that you have ... You have to make once and for all the decision to remove them all... The weeds will grow back but it will also be less and less as you get closer to your dreams. And when you start doing so, you will finally see the path that you need to take. Book soon to be released on following your heart and the steps to take to get to your purpose.
Believe that you are beautiful, unique and capable of achieving your wildest dreams. If you have visions of yourself doing things, don't push them away..those visions are real, they are there to guide you to the right direction. Surround yourself with the people that are already there, and if you don't know them...do what they did, learn from their experience and just keep doing until you get to your destination. Find out what is your uniqueness and just keep developing yours skills until you start shining.